12 January 2009 - Confusing..

Again.. Its been a while since my last post.. 10 January 2009 .. I will never forget that day.. The day which i have end up with my first girl friends .. I feel so empty .. Hearts are pain in deep.. When i say the word .. "我們分手吧.." I drop my tears .. I do really love her .. But.. I can't give her anything .. And.. I really can't stand for the arguement anymore.. There must be3 - 4 times arguement in a month.. And i start thinking.. Isn't couple shud be happy? Why am i so sad?.. I noe its common but this is too often .. I really cant hold my emotional anymore ... Now.. we end up in break.. She call me a liar.. What i promised to her.. I cant reveal it .. But.. Do u reveal the promise to me?... Do u? .. Do u care how my feeling?.. Do u noe u're not the only one who nid to be accompany?.. Do u noe?? .. No .. u don't .. She said everything i told her was a lie .. "騙子".. This word.. Hurt me so much ... I got nth to say... What i can said is.. Maybe u feel i'm lying you.. but the true is .. My love for you is not a lie ... U believe it or not .. Up to u .. Loves .. Its really miserable ... Anyway.. I wish you can find a guy who woun't lie to u .. Good bye.. Wendy .. U're always in my heart...